hey everyone, I'm doing pretty good here. I'm at the netcafe again. oNe thing I've been learning is that I'm here to serve and not to be served. Most of my team speaks fluent cantonese, so they just speak cantonese with each other, and I'm left out. I kinda sit there at meetings and don't say anything because they're all speaking in cantonese. I can't understand a word. Once in awhile they'll realize it and speak and english, but it always goes back to cantonese. So they treat me like a kid because I can't keep up with their conversations. I was feeling really left out and dumb because of this. I was getting pissed off actually. On top of the fact that I am kinda weird/eccentric and people don't like making a fool of themselves over here. A lot of the group games we do that have to do with making fun of yourself don't work over here. But I act strange a lot... so they basically just think Im weird. So I was getting mad about this, but I realized that i am here to love and give love and accept others, not to receive it for myself. So that was really good to realize. Peace